Basically minutes after I posted last week I found out that that kid doesn’t like me. It made me miserable, it ruined my whole week and is STILL screwing with my head but not as bad as it was. It was terrible, I went to school on Monday and lasted half an hour in first period then I started to break down so I walked home. I couldn’t be at school because I was SO disgustingly depressed. It really isn’t that big of a deal in the long run but it feels like it just because I get my head fucked with a lot. It gets less and less pleasant each time and that time it was just unbearable. Thats basically what happened in a nut shell, there is a lot more detail I could go into about how depressed I was all week but I REALLY don’t feel like it and I doubt you wanna read my bitching anymore.
Highlight time? I think so. I may not do 10 this time, I guess we shall see.
- Monday Misery, I went home and slept till like 1, then mom called dad and he came and took me to lunch, it was nice.
- I started using charcoal colored pencils, I LOVE them. I finished two pictures with them and I really love the outcome, I think I’ll use those pencils more often.
- Drank a lot of sobe.
- Went to a really awesome local show on Friday, it was grand and I got to see some lovely people I haven’t seen in months. I was nice, I was pleased. I’m glad that happened, it kicked off a really good weekend for me and brought my mood up a lot.
- Hung out the Manchvegas crew all weekend, I love them SOOOOO very much. I have wonderful friends, I’m so very happy I have them in my life.
- Spent half my paycheck on graphic novels.
Yep, thrilling, isn’t it?
I’m supposed to go to bed soon but since I’ve only been getting like 5 hours of sleep this weekend because of them Manchvegas childrens I probably wont be able to force myself into sleep till like 2 or 3 -_- I hate that. I also hate how my internal clock always wakes me up at 8, 9, or 10 am. It sucks because I can be up till 7 am and only be able to sleep till then and then my friends will sleep till 3 in the afternoon so I’m just awake alone for hours till they wake up. UGHHH. I’m REALLY bad under pressure and around people I like, by the way. I get really stupid, it’s SO BADl and I always regret what I say immediately after I say it.
I don’t know what else to say to you crazy kids so have a wonderful night.
I know nobody even reads this anymore.
Over and out, Connecticut.
