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So today is Monday, I didn’t post yesterday because yeah..I didn’t feel like it.

highlights? I believe so.

• [i like bullets better than numbers.] Made ridiculous sidewalk chalk pictures with kayla. AMAZING.
• celebrated mum’s birthday party, I then went to Manchester to stay with Shaybles and Dayunn for the week
• bought a shirt at the mall with Shaybles, it is blue and has knives on it.
• basically did the same thing every day, woke up and ate breakfast Shaybles made, took Dayunn to werk, showered and dressed, hung around the apartment for hours, then went to the park for a couple hours.
• Joined vampire freaks again [since like 3 years ago xD]
• Thursday Chris and Mattycakes came up and hung out with me, shay, and dayunnn and we all went to the park. It was all fun and hilarious till shay was chasing me and stripped over a stump onto another one that went three inches into her leg, right below her knee. It was brutal, you could see her fat and tendons and stuff, it was rather gruesome. After paramedics came and stuff we all went to the hospital, me Chris and Mattycakes were in the waiting room for about 2 or 3 hours and just acted ridiculous the whole time. We wouldn’t have been like that if Shay’s condition was fatal or something so don’t judge us! It was really good that we were all ok with it, I’m the most queezy out of all of the friends I was with and was really good about it; everybody was able to laugh and see the comedy in it. [were all a bit morbid...yeah...] Shay is now on Vicodin. It sucked the next day because she hadn’t really eaten anything substantial and got wicked woozy. It sucked.
• Went glow bowling with a bunch of people, me, shay [obviously], donovan, and colleen didn’t bowl because we didn’t have money, everybody else did and it was still grand. Us non-bowlers got bored eventually and went back to the apartment and ate colleen’s Chinese food. You know…I really don’t see the major appeal in bowling, it’s only a teensie bit cooler during the night.
• On Saturday Shay and Dan got food poisoning, me and Chris didn’t understand why were fine but they were puking all over the place. It was nasty so Chris brought me home, what a nice Chris. [he's my 7 year old brother, mattycakes is my 8 year old brother, I'm 3 years old, Shay is my mem mem and dayunn is my pap pap. HAHA]
• DID LAUNDRY YAYYYY!
• Found out I’m gaining mad weight. That happens when I don’t spend a lot of time at home eating other people junk food. Me and mum are gonna get gym memberships. LAWLZ.

Yeppuh. The only interesting days were Thursday and Saturday because of the accident and the sickness. Yepp. Manchvegas was nice, though. Anytime I get to spend a lot of time away from home and with friends I don’t see a lot and adore is nice..you know..unless it’s not nice. I didn’t werk all week, which only sucks because I don’t get paid. I got paid like 40 bucks from one weeks werk, [I get paid bi-week;y and have shitty hours..] which I used to give to Shay and Dan for gas and food, I shouldn’t have to have done that…but oh well, it’s just nice to do.  As much as I love them, it’s good to be home. I get to sleep in my comfy bed and I don’t have to change in the bathroom directly after my shower, I really hate that because then your clothes are all clingy! D:< I also don’t have as much access to soda and junk food, if it’s in front of me I want it but if it is not then I don’t. I get to use the computer more and do laundry without paying and I don’t have to spend my entire paycheck on gas because I don’t drive yet.

God fucking damn it. I need a new job. I’m hoping to get a job at the cafe down the street from my current workplace. My paycheck is gonna be all fucked up now because I got payed for one week before last week and I didn’t work last week so now it’s gonna be all obnoxious. -_- Oh well. I am a tired child and I want juice…we don’t have any though. Man, I used way too many brackets. Please forgive?

I’m so retarded..you know…in a skitso autistic kind of way?

I can’t think of a good leaving line that isn’t from sad song, I’ll try harder next time.

Bye.

Basically minutes after I posted last week I found out that that kid doesn’t like me. It made me miserable, it ruined my whole week and is STILL screwing with my head but not as bad as it was. It was terrible, I went to school on Monday and lasted half an hour in first period then I started to break down so I walked home. I couldn’t be at school because I was SO disgustingly depressed. It really isn’t that big of a deal in the long run but it feels like it just because I get my head fucked with a lot. It gets less and less pleasant each time and that time it was just unbearable. Thats basically what happened in a nut shell, there is a lot more detail I could go into about how depressed I was all week but I REALLY don’t feel like it and I doubt you wanna read my bitching anymore.

Highlight time? I think so. I may not do 10 this time, I guess we shall see.

1. Monday Misery, I went home and slept till like 1, then mom called dad and he came and took me to lunch, it was nice.
2. I started using charcoal colored pencils, I LOVE them. I finished two pictures with them and I really love the outcome, I think I’ll use those pencils more often.
3. Drank a lot of sobe.
4. Went to a really awesome local show on Friday, it was grand and I got to see some lovely people I haven’t seen in months. I was nice, I was pleased. I’m glad that happened, it kicked off a really good weekend for me and brought my mood up a lot.
5. Hung out the Manchvegas crew all weekend, I love them SOOOOO very much. I have wonderful friends, I’m so very happy I have them in my life.
6. Spent half my paycheck on graphic novels.

Yep, thrilling, isn’t it?

I’m supposed to go to bed soon but since I’ve only been getting like 5 hours of sleep this weekend because of them Manchvegas childrens I probably wont be able to force myself into sleep till like 2 or 3 -_- I hate that. I also hate how my internal clock always wakes me up at 8, 9, or 10 am. It sucks because I can be up till 7 am and only be able to sleep till then and then my friends will sleep till 3 in the afternoon so I’m just awake alone for hours till they wake up. UGHHH. I’m REALLY bad under pressure and around people I like, by the way. I get really stupid, it’s SO BADl and I always regret what I say immediately after I say it.

I don’t know what else to say to you crazy kids so have a wonderful night.

I know nobody even reads this anymore.

Over and out, Connecticut.

Well hot damn! This week has been pretty uneventful except for Friday and my weekend. I can’t think of what to start off with so I suppose it is top 10 time.

1. Got all caught up in math
2. Ms. Peare bitches at my insane photography teacher to stop stalking her and waiting in ambush to talk shit about me. Ms. Peare is my prep teacher, she’s like my second mom and my photo teacher always tells her how I am retarded, basically. I hate her.
3. Finished my photo “step test”
4. Started watching Young Frankenstein in English<3
5. Passed in my Blake story for English, I really hope I get a decent grade because I worked wicked hard on it.
6. Had an amazing mochachino shake. AMAZING.
7. Went out for Pizza with some of the childrens.
8. Went on a date with an adorable adorable adorable boy! :3
9. Went to Manchvegas, saw some grand people. Becca visited from college.
10. Watched “Are You Afraid of The Dark” with Kayla. We watched “The tale of the virtual pets.” HAHAHAHAA Oh man.

Currently I’m listening playradioplay! SOOOOOO adorable.

So that date was nice, I’ve never been on an actual date before so it was kinda awkward and I didn’t really know what to do…I like him though so I really hope it works out. I don’t wanna get my hopes up too high though, ya know? We saw Horton hears a Who, went to the mall, and then went to Borders. I bought a really cute graphic novel. “Courtney Crumrin and the night things” Read it, it’s grand. Apparently theres like three books in ther same series, Ted Naifeh is the shit. He tis a really good story teller.I guess thats all I’ll say about that. I feel the need to do a really lame myspace survey, I have nothing better to do. I really want to talk to that boy now but he is not online and calling him would be strange and I’d seem too eager..yeah. Shit’s weak, yo. Time for The Postal Service. I love them :3 “I want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real and I want life in every word to the extent that it’s absurd.”

SO yeah…I’m tired and I’m excited to wash my face and go to bed. I probably wont be able to fall asleep till like three though because I was up wicked late all weekend. “I know you’re wise beyond your years but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?”

Yep. So I made Zebulon 2 wicked sweet mix cd’s and I decorated the Jewel case jackets all wonderful and stuffs. I hate when typos are so outrageous that the spell check won’t work. I especially hate when you only misspell a word by one letter and the spell checker WILL NOT comprehend it. Oh man. Wow, my brain = rainbow tornado. Instead of cows floating around it the tornado it’s filled with sharks, the Loch Ness monster, lighting, strawberry smoothies, stars, people with bloody noses, and little fluffy monsters. I’m currently reading Frankenstein, it’s enjoyable. Weeewoo. Goddamn. I’m gonna go now.

Go fuck yourselves, San Diego.