Archive for February, 2008

This one’s for you Shawn.

{ February 25, 2008 @ 2:22 am } · { Uncategorized }
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I’ve been really busy these last few days an unable to post till now. It’s Sunday so I’m still keeping my “End of the week” Promise. If it wasn’t for you, Shawn, I wouldn’t even be doing this. xD

SO this week kinda sucked, I spent it’s entirety trying to make up missing work, being sad because I’m failing everything, and building myself up to ask this kid I like out. I will go strait to the to 10 highlights.

  • It snowed, I don’t like snow but still…
  • Found out I was failing everything
  • Went to ask the kid i like out on Friday but he wasn’t there, he got back as soon as I left to go back to photo. Sometimes I swear the universe is against me in every way possible.
  • Made up a lot of things but still need to keep trucking
  • Got a new mattress and box spring
  • cleaned my entire room, it hasn’t been thoroughly cleaned since I was like 10. It’s ridiculous. Generally when I clean my room I get really overwhelmed and have to have help but I did all of it by myself. My mom keeps telling me how proud of me she is..it’s getting kind of annoying.
  • Bought paint to redo my bedroom walls, I’m gonna do some mural action in there, too.
  • Mum just ordered rainbow bedding for me. So yeah, I’m redoing my whole room and I’m pretty excited. I’ll actually like my room for the first time in my life.
  • Got a massive headache and felt shitty all today.
  • Talked to Kayler :3

The saddest thing to happen this week was that Shawn’s mom died. When he called me I didn’t know what to say… Although he hated her he still loved her. It made me think about my relationship with my mom, we are really close and I don’t know how I’d take it if she died. I really feel for you Shawn, just know that if you need to talk I am here, so is every body else..though I know you won’t take up that offer.

So yeah…

I guess I’ll ask that boy out next week and hope for the best and hope that I pass everything…

Wish me luck, all you viewers..which is very very few.

Have a lovely day/night/whatever.

It’s not Friday.

{ February 10, 2008 @ 10:29 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Shawn yelled at me for not updating Friday…not that anybody reads this to care anyway. It’s Sunday, which sucks because Sunday is never fun. I guess I’ll update at the end of every week, so it doesn’t HAVE to be Friday. So I have had a pretty pleasing weekend but a not very pleasing school week. This quarter is seriously the worst. I think I’m going to go strait to the ten highlights of my week. OK GO!:

  • Got more into my classes, hated them more.
  • Participated in sending a little tin with a letter inside saying “Suck My Penor” with little yes and no boxes to various random people in the cafeteria during an open.
  • Cut my knee in photography, first time I’ve bled through my pants from a wound in a very long time. It was humorous.
  • Did all my course selection stuff for next year [senior year] and I’ll be taking mostly art classes, I have 2 English classes and 3 gym classes because I failed most of my gym classes other semesters in previous years.
  • Skipped part of photo to visit BW and Shawn, I miss them A LOT.
  • Talked about how Ari’s ass was sculpted by the gods with Kevin. I hope you both read this.
  • Slept over Smeagly’s with Justinestein and Smeagly. Justine left at 5 a.m because she got sick.
  • Hung out with Dayunn, Shaybles, Chwaitz, Kayla, and Smeagly on Saturday, Smeagly and Kayla slept over.
  • Had a few 2 hour delays for school.
  • Got new shoes, they are red plaid clogs. They’re spiffy.

I did more this week than last week but it still feels like less. I feel myself becoming more distant, more paranoid, and more alone around this period of time. I’ll get out of this slump soon enough, I’m not too worried about it and I’m not going to be an annoying bitch about it either. I’m reading Alice in Wonderland, the actual book I’m reading is made in the 50’s so it’s falling apart. It’s my grandma’s. Yayy antiques. Reading Alice In Wonderland is like reading a really long rant, it’s hard to keep my focus. I can only read like 20 pages of it without getting fed up but I want to read it for myself. If I tried to write a book it would probably be as rant-ish as Alice In Wonderland. Disney would try to make a movie out of eventually and if I lived to see the day that they did I would force them to not make it computer animated. I hate that crap. Some of those PIXAR movies are cute but all the kids movies they make these days have really stupid story lines. *sigh* The next generation of kids is gonna be so fucked up. They wont have awesome 90’s cartoons to look back on and all the amazing Disney movies we grew up with. Poor kids. I think I need to get another relaxer for my hair, then bleach part of my bangs again so I can dye those bleached parts different colors. I’m thinking neon green, turquoise, and hot pink. Sorry if I lost you guys there. You know what? My kitten is really adorable, both of my kikis are pretty cute. I all of a sudden have nothing good left to say. Good bye.

Well…another Friday.

{ February 1, 2008 @ 9:35 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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I guess I’ll be posting every Friday, eh? So today sucked. I started Small Business Management and photography two this week and they are both awful. Photo is awful because I have the only art teacher that makes art not fun and SBM sucks because the teacher is an ugly fat whore. Even all the teachers hate her, she humiliated me on the first day, bitch. I generally don’t hate my teachers that much, I USUALLY like my teachers but this year is just bad. I heard Junior year was supposed to be the best…but they lied pretty bad. I miss my old prep class with B.W and Shawn but I have photo that period for the rest of year, gross. It doesn’t help that the annoying girl alive is in it and all she does and yell about crap that nobody cares about. Her voice makes me die inside. This Friday is lame, I had a bunch of people that wanted to hang out but every single person bagged out so I don’t know what my plans for tonight are but I’m sure something will come along…eventually. It’s so cold :0! For some reason my Zune got all messed up and all the bands and songs and titles for everything are still here but they wont play, I need to delete everything and out it back. *sigh* I made a nifty collage for the back of my Zune, I put it in the case. Hmm…so what fascinating things happened to Raven this week? I’ll have a top 10 most interesting Raven’s week facts every week.

  • Didn’t have to go to school on Monday because I had a med doctor appointment. Me and mom went to the Mall Of New Hampshire after. I got a couple graphic novels.
  • Finished both graphic novels, fantastic.
  • Found out Dana was trying to tell people not to be friends with me again. I don’t know why she does that…NOBODY likes her and people generally don’t listen to others when they tell them not to be friends with other people. Nobody likes being told who to be friends with. Apparently she was supposed to be in my photo class but she dropped it, which was wise of her. She was crying today, I was pleased. I lose sympathy for drugged up bitches pretty quickly.
  • Started photo 2 and Small business management
  • drank orange carrot Sobe, grand.
  • Hung out with GabGab and Colm for a little while.
  • watched some ridiculous film in SBM about entrepreneurs, Wally Amos was in it, he’s spiffy and humorous.
  • Went to Friendly’s with mum
  • had an argument with mom about facial piercings

got double teamed pelvic-thrust-danced on by Shawn & Ari. Haha, ridiculous and thats the most interesting things that happened to me this week. Splendid. OH YEAH! I also decided it would be in my best interested if I used more silly words in sentences like

  • Grand
  • Nifty
  • Splendid
  • wondrous etc.

Goodness gracious I’m cold. It’s very cold in my house and with all the snow and freezing rain and whatnot outside it’s worse. OH! Not to worry, friends! I just put on an extra hoodie on. I’m now wearing a long sleeved yellow sweater, a black fitted hoodie, and a red and black stretched out hoodie. It used to be fitted as well then I wore it too much. I think I’m going to write a short story about some kid that goes outside his house one day and finds a 100 foot ice cream sunday outside his house. Basically the story is he invited his friends over and they all put on scuba diving suits and grab spoons and get a bunch of latter’s and go up to eat some ice cream. The kid and all his friends get hypothermia and die because they were too confused and hypothermia’d up to think to just go inside the kid’s house which was RIGHT there. HAHA! After I write it I’m going to give it to Kayla so she can write a portion of the story, then give it to somebody else, probably Awi,  so that they can finish it. It will be such a great story. The idea came from when me and mi madre went to Friendly’s and were talking about all the awful photographs where people photo shopped giant ice creams and burgers in peoples yards and at famous places. Me and my mom always talk about how stupid it is and I started rambling, as I often do about how it would be nifty if there was ice cream outside our house and then the hypothermia story just came out of my mouth while I was rambling. She said I should write a children’s book about it, minus the hypothermia and dying part. Maybe I’ll write both. I am currently listening to The Killers “Sam’s Town” CD. I love The Killers, they are way up there on my list of faves. Their new “Sawdust” CD is really great, too. When you open the jewel case it smells like sawdust, they used scented ink. I would probably do that too if I was that awesome. Ok, I’m seriously wonderin’ what I’m gonna do tonight. You know movie my mom really loves but I hate?

Ghost Rider.

I HATE Ghost Rider, it was one of the worst movies I have ever seen in my entire life. My mom forced me to watch it with her and I kept telling her it was lame and stupid the whole time. Goodness. She also really enjoyed Transformers, which I didn’t wanna see in the first place but she forced me to go to see it in theaters with her.  After that we watched Serenity because my mom said the cute dude that played “Black Heart” in Ghost Rider was in it. Serenity was good. I decided that the Black Heart guy is only cute when his skin was all pale and he had super dark eyes. Yeah…he wasn’t cute in Serenity.

This entry is bad but don’t cry about, ok?

I’ma gonna go now. Have a lovely time, kiddies. Blue text? I’d livin’ on the edge, aren’t I?